Week 37: The Waiting Game is Almost Over

Wow, I cannot believe I am here.  Week 37!  He's officially considered full-term!  I can tell you that I never thought I could get this far and now here I am....What a blessing!  All the heartache, disappointment, frustration, numerous doctors visits and diagnostic tests, all the poking and prodding is about to pay off finally.  And I would do it all again in a heartbeat!  In retrospect, looking at all we've been through, I can honestly say I am grateful for this journey...It has taught me so much about life, love, and human will.  I don't think I would've appreciated this pregnancy or the prospect of parenthood without it.  It's interesting how life's trials and challenges can be the best teachable experiences.

Well, I am now very excited to see and hold my son....BUT, also quite nervous about labor and delivery.  It's the unknown that is most anxiety-provoking as can be most unknowns.  I've read all the info on it, I've heard the stories, but I know that for each woman it is different and, therefore, I don't know how it will be for me.  I can only take solace in knowing that I will get through it, that I have a great coach (my hubby), and that I get to be a mother....

I was just taken off Lovenox and baby aspirin  a few days ago.  That is kinda scary to not have that  peace of mind for the rest of the pregnancy.  But, I am at a very low risk for any complications and it actually benefits me to be off of these blood thinners so that I can have an epidural (God forbid that I was denied that luxury and had to bear the pain).

Yes, there is that side of me that does remain cautious...He's not in my arms safe and sound yet.  And knowing my past experience of having something precious taken away from me, I can't help but be cautious.  I can only remain hopeful and positive that all will be well at this point....